I write about it because it feels so bad Always complicating life despite my best laid plans I wasn't lied to when wide-eyed and young But I've become
they're I some trance They did not come with no intention to party or dance You know what? Yo dead beats should just stay home Leave me, my homeboys
Okay If you shed blood with me to this point, you deserve an explanation For all the hell that you've endured, while helping me reach my destination And
your own grave, papa You know me and you've grown with me And if I had a big enough pad, I'd take you all home with me I don't walk around with bodyguards
leave ya mouth wide Soul, legs and the body Spirit from me now, rise I arrive to take lives and tell lives I'm wanted dead or alive, cause when the needle
to speak sweet with sympathy Tease to mimic me, sunshine every line you ever sent to me Heaven sent, heavenly scent that later crippled me, shit Simple
I am old But I'm a work in progress Well, tell me that I'm worthy Oh, tell me I belong, belong, belong, belong Tell me that I matter Well tell me I'm not dead
and let the fall build me again oh, these words ring true to me oh, these words ring true to me my strength is dead i hope instead in what will be
gone to hell So you tell me every year Mine host Thenardier He was there so they say, At the field of Waterloo Got there, it's true When the fight was
to feel at home The years have past and I'm alone With these same fears, these dead dreams They strangle, they're killing me, me To get far
and Dear Mama Pun did it his way just like Carlito Big L murdered it on Stretch and Bobbito my man B put me on to Havoc and P Infamous will forever be a classic to me
on your monkey ass And yo my man, Tical hit me now Bitches use to play me now they cant forget me now Forget me not, I rock the spot, check glock Empty
With this harmful intent IA?m sick and twisted I pay a visit from the darkness and death Yeah itA?s true What can I do this mosterA?s living in me IA?
his gaze I pray that God might make his dreams come true I'd give so much to feel he's been saved. A bright spark in the playground Dead loss as an
Oh shit, my battle mode don switched a whole fuckin level Don switched to part 2 that's crooked intentions mixed wit rebel Like tha devil on me, pookie
claim 'Cause only fools would want to chant a dead man's name Maybe, it's true I would be a fool for you All because you asked me to A simpleton who